We can run but we cannot hide

The calling
It's been there all the while,
Tugging at my heart strings.
I try to ignore,
I settle for a snore.
Despite all my efforts,
The strings kept pulling.
My heart kept nagging.
What do you want from me? I ask...
How can I make this stop?
I'm not worthy of this calling
I have wasted so much time!

It doesn't matter you say,
All I want is you.
The wasted time will be restored,
The skills you need will be acquired.
The vision is for an appointed time,
The time is now to arise.
Let go of the past,
Lay aside self.
Come to my place of rest
And rely on my strength.
The tugging of your heart,
Was me calling all the while!